Thursday, March 9, 2017

Nightshade, Dayshade, And the Tree came a tumbling down.

THurs. 3/9/1:16pm hello Brandon, I’m not moving very fast today. Had a little headache this morning. Got up at 3 to sleep with conference and again at 5, then when it got light I went back to bed. Safe. It was light. I suspect I ate too much last night, or something. @ Nightshade plants supply much of our vegetable food. Potatoes, Tomatoes, Peppers and Eggplant are all nightshades. You can only eat certain parts of the plant or get poisoned. Being an old science teacher we believe that plants evolved poisons to protect them from insects and other animals. Thorns do the same thing. Milkweed plant makes the black-white-yellow ringed Monarch caterpillar and  butterfly poisonous. Viceroy butterflies imitate Monarch’s and are avoided but are not poisonous. I was able to look up all I wanted to know easily on the internet. It is so much better than an encyclopedia! Tobacco is a nightshade as well. Nicotine is a plant poison. @ I have misplaced my cell phone. This is my second day without it. When I go out to stand in the sun and wake up I have nothing to do. Brother and Sister Mickelson our FS directors finish their 3 year mission this month. Then it will be closed and reopen at the new facility one block south of the temple. I have loved this location. He acts like a grumpy tease but it is all a show. I have listened to how kindly he helps people and it is nothing like his acquaintance persona. @ I have millions of almond branches to burn. I came home from my dog walk at 1:30 Sunday and my hammock was 9 or 10 feet in the air, stretched tight. I figured the FO deacons had played a trick on me and I smiled. But I couldn’t lay down  and cool off like I usually do. I followed the hammock to the tree rope connections and low and behold the one on the street had been gusted over! The roots were out of the ground and my neighbor’s little old white pickup and boat were holding it up but damaged.  Oops! I texted the 3 EQ presidency and asked for chainsaw help. Frank Haney rents straight across from me and President Cameron Tolman came over in about 20 minutes. Cameron looked things over and I made my suggestions about removing the branches from the opposite side of the truck first. Cameron then said he would go get his crane and lift it off.  WHAT?  Yep, that’s what he said. He owns two cranes and helps contractors place the trusses on top of the frames of the houses. He started off in the garbage business but then sold out about 15 years ago. The 5 chainsaws they ended up bringing all had problems. Chainsaws are very temperamental. It took an hour to get two of them to work. Once the tree was laying across my front lawn instead of on dentist/ Dr. john mcarthur’s hobbies I was satisfied. Not Cameron. He wanted to remove the bottom branches so the so the tree could not blow or roll. John is a grump and swears at me yearly. No way I was  going to tell him until the tree was off his vehicle. When he came out it was so noisy with the crane and chainsaws running. He was closed mouth for the first half hour but softened eventually. But of course he had to bitch about something. He complained about the 2 huge cottonwoods to the south and how they might fall on his yard. “If those trees had leaves on them they would be down too!” We’ve been next door neighbors 30 years and I have never figured him out. Brian DeMille when EQ president chastised us for not including the best golfer in Saint George to the yearly stake playoff teams. But Brian did admit he was one weird duck. I have been thinking about him again a lot this week. He did threaten me Monday night. Perhaps he is autistic like Adrian. But Adrian is a pleasant autistic. Perhaps John is grumpy autistic. Remember when I told you about the CD I returned to Brenda McArthur so she could return it to me for a Christmas present? She has been in the hospital twice this last year. I sent her a get well card and a 10 color pen. I have to honor her for attending church alone all these years and living and getting along somehow with John.  What a burden! @ Next, I wrote my youngest, noncommunicative son Michael’92 a short letter yesterday. I emailed it to all 6 cutie kids. (my kids have always been my “cutie kids”. I love them.) He won’t read it, so I mailed it to him today along with 3 more pages of OT scripture mastery puzzles. Here it is:Hey Michael, Wednesday, 3/8/17

I’m not sure why you are so on my mind today. Let me tell you 3 things.

1- I have been retired for 4 years. I am 61 years old. Strange huh! I never expected to be retired this early. I did not plan it. But I can afford it! Who would have imagined? A poor lowly Jr High teacher retired at 57! I had 2 years of Niwot HS teaching in Colorado that did not count towards the 30 years I needed for Utah retirement. I only taught half time my first year in St George because I really wanted the job. Because I picked teaching the retirement program was already set up for me. Good thing. . . because Kathy felt like we never had enough money, and if we had been in charge of our retirement we would have put it off until our 50’s.

2- Kent Cooper married a girl from South America twice. She was a lazy bum. She wanted to live on food stamps. Kent wanted to earn a living. She used to have her Dad n brother come rough him up when he wouldn’t agree with her.

Nevertheless he went back to her after their first divorce. They had a little girl. He loves her. Belen is neglectful besides being lazy. Kent was the primary caregiver. He got a job graveyard at Walmart. She would not let him sleep during the day. She wanted him to take care of her and their little girl during the day. The confrontations escalated and he divorced again and since she kept calling the police on him they encouraged him to leave town. He is back here in Saint George.

He is bipolar but Camille says his meds are working. He got a job at again back at Domino’s Pizza in Washington. But Brian Cooper was already delivering pizza’s for them. The “bad blood” between them had to be worked out. I have never heard of Kent beating up Brian but I guess he was abusive.

Kent will have to pay alimony and have child visitation rights for 18 years.

3- Brian Cooper got hooked on chewing tobacco. One of his fellow cooking friends at Denny’s got him started. Brian has always been extremely strange. I suspect he is autistic like my brother Adrian. When he was a science student on my team at Tonaquint he was sick all the time and hardly ever came to school. He was an embarrassment to me. Mrs. Denning Eng. and Mrs. Math tried to make allowances.

So what 3 things do I want you to take away from this letter?

1- Plan for retirement. If you are surviving hand to mouth, without even owning a house, consider a different field of employment. You have learned a ton with this first employer and you have been an unusually wonderful dependable dedicated employee. But look at me, there is more to life than putting in your hours to make a living. Teaching had so many spin off benefits for us/me.

2- Children bring all kinds of responsibilities. Spouses do to.

3- You really are working in a low class job. Almost all the people around you will be low class. The values of the gospel of JC are not going to be among the majority of the people you work with or work for. The world of the saints is not like the one you have become accustomed to.

Many new converts started in the worldly place you are in. But they often raised themselves up by joining the church and worshiping on the Sabbath and keeping the commandments.

Sidelight: Who likes to get out of paying taxes? All of us right? Well, Bill Young is washing dishes for Katering Koncepts and getting paid under the table. He doesn’t have to pay tithing nor taxes on that money. No one knows.

When I was painting for Paul Nunley in SLC for 4 years I had some rough working companions. They landed for a while and then flew off. They wanted to be paid under the table so they could keep their unemployment $. There is a whole different world of dishonest people out there Michael. I am sure you have come across them. Don’t stupe. Don’t give in to dishonesty. It was a major fight for me. My parents stole, thieved, burglarized, robbed, arsoned, kidnapped, molested, tax evaded. My natural inclination was to defraud. I got a job as a custodian in my 40’s for a second income partially because I wanted taxes paid on my income. . . . .

Hard pattern to break.

Dad/Vern
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Top 10 Poisonous Foods We Love To Eat
JAMIE FRATER JANUARY 6, 2009
Everyday we chow down on food produced from plants that carry deadly poisons. Most of the time we don’t need to be concerned with this as the mass production of fruit and vegetables ensures that we are usually safe, but from time to time people accidentally kill themselves by unwittingly eating the wrong part of a plant. In order to ensure that this never happens to you, I have put together a list of the most commonly seen poisons that we come in to contact with in our kitchens.
10Mushrooms-We have all heard of toadstools – and know that they are poisonous, but what many people don’t know is that a toadstool is actually a mushroom, not a separate type of plant. Toadstool is slang for “poisonous mushroom”. While there are some useful signs that a mushroom is poisonous, they are not consistent and all mushrooms of unknown origin should be considered dangerous to eat. Some of the things you can look for to try to determine whether a mushroom is poisonous are: it should have a flat cap with no bumps, it should have pink or black gills (poisonous mushrooms often have white gills), and the gills should stay attached to the cap (not the stalk) if you pull it off. But remember, while this is generally true of many types of mushroom, it is not always true.
Not all mushrooms are dangerous; some are actually delicious.
9
-Pufferfish -A few days ago we had a list of embarrassing deaths, one of which included death by eating the liver of a fugu (pufferfish). The fugu is so poisonous that in Japan, fugu chefs are trained specially for the job and are tested before being a given certificates of practice. The training takes two or three years. In order to pass, the chef must answer a written test then give a demonstration of his cutting abilities. The final part of the test involves the chef eating the pieces of fugu that he has cut. Only 30% of apprentices pass the test – which is not to say that the rest die by eating their fugu – they can fail in earlier parts of the test. Only the flesh of the fugu is consumed as it is less likely to have high amounts of poison (which causes a slight tingling sensation in the mouth). Fugu is the only food officially illegal for the Emperor of Japan to eat – for his safety. Rather than including a photograph of a pufferfish, I have used a youtube clip showing a chef preparing the fugu – it is quite extraordinary. [I have a pea puffer that only eats snails. vj]

8 -Elderberry trees are very attractive and quite large. They are covered with thousands of tiny flowers which have a delicate scent. The flowers are used mainly for making elderflower liqueur and soda. Sometimes the flowers are eaten after being battered and deep fried. But beneath the pretty surface lurks danger! The roots and some other parts of the elderberry tree are highly poisonous and will cause severe stomach problems. So next time you decide to pick some elderberry flowers for eating, be sure to eat just the flowers.
7 -Castor Oil Castor Beans/Castor oil, the bane of many of our childhoods, is regularly added to candies, chocolate, and other foods. Furthermore, many people still consume a small amount daily or force it on their unwilling children. Fortunately the castor oil we buy is carefully prepared, because the castor bean is so deadly, that it takes just one bean to kill a human, and four to kill a horse. The poison is ricin, which is so toxic that workers who collect the seeds have strict safety guidelines to prevent accidental death. Despite this, many people working in the fields gathering the seeds suffer terrible side-effects.
6 -Almonds are one of the most useful and wonderful of seeds (it is not a nut as many people would have you believe). It has a unique taste and its excellent suitability for use in cooking have made it one of the most popular ingredients in pastry kitchens for centuries. The most flavorsome almonds are bitter almonds (as opposed to “sweet” almonds). They have the strongest scent and are the most popular in many countries. But there is one problem: they are full of cyanide. Before consumption, bitter almonds must be processed to remove the poison. Despite this requirement, some countries make the sale of bitter almonds illegal (New Zealand regretfully is one of them). As an alternative, you can use the pip from an apricot stone which has a similar flavor and poison content. Heating destroys the poison. In fact, you may not know that it is now illegal in the USA to sell raw almonds – all almonds sold are now heat-treated to remove traces of poison and bacteria.

5 -Cherries are a very popular fruit – used in cooking, liqueur production, or eaten raw. They are from the same family as plums, apricots, and peaches. All of the previously mentioned fruits contain highly poisonous compounds in their leaves and seeds. Almonds are also a member of this family but they are the only fruit which is harvested especially for its seeds. When the seeds of cherries are crushed, chewed, or even slightly injured, they produce prussic acid (hydrogen cyanide). Next time you are eating cherries, remember not to suck on or chew the pip. [Cherry Coke anyone? That was a favorite when I was server at Denny’s. I have never had one. vj]
4 -Apples Like the previous two items, apple seeds also contain cyanide – but obviously in much smaller doses. Apple seeds are very often eaten accidentally but you would need to chew and consume a fairly high number to get sick. There are not enough seeds in one apple to kill, but it is absolutely possible to eat enough to die. I recommend avoiding apple eating competitions! Incidentally, if you want to eat an apple and find a worm in it (and hopefully not half a worm), you can drop it in a bowl of salt water which will kill the worm.
3- Rhubarb is a very underrated plant – it produces some of the nicest tasting puddings and is incredibly easy to grow at home. Rhubarb is something of a wonder plant – in addition to an unknown poison in its leaves, they also contain a corrosive acid. If you mix the leaves with water and soda, it becomes even more potent. The stems are edible (and incredibly tasty) and the roots have been used for over 5,000 years as a laxative and poop-softener.
2 -Tomatoes First off, a little interesting trivia: in the US, thanks to a US Supreme Court decision in 1893, tomatoes are vegetables. In the rest of the world they are considered to be fruit (or more accurately, a berry). The reason for this decision was a tax on vegetables but not fruit. You may also be interested to know that technically, a tomato is an ovary. The leaves and stems of the tomato plant contain a chemical called “Glycoalkaloid” which causes extreme nervousness and stomach upsets. Despite this, they can be used in cooking to enhance flavor, but they must be removed before eating. Cooking in this way does not allow enough poison to seep out but can make a huge difference in taste. Finally, to enhance the flavor of tomatoes, sprinkle a little sugar on them. Now we just need to work out whether they are “toe-mah-toes” or “toe-may-toes”.
1 -Potatoes have appeared in our history books since their introduction to Europe in the 16th century. [bps, as you probably know they were discovered in SA.vj] Unfortunately they appear largely due to crop failure and severe famine, but they will be forever the central vegetable of most western families daily diet. Potatoes (like tomatoes) contain poison in the stems and leaves – and even in the potato itself if left to turn green (the green is due to a high concentration of the glycoalkaloid poison). Potato poisoning is rare, but it does happen from time to time. Death normally comes after a period of weakness and confusion, followed by a coma. The majority of cases of death by potato in the last fifty years in the USA have been the result of eating green potatoes or drinking potato leaf tea. [This is one I have wondered about as I have used up old, old potatoes and felt unmotivated and depressed the next day. No, that wasn’t what I ate last night.vj] [This article brought up curious questions for me so I looked them up and got answers. If there are any questions you have just ask and I will answer them for you.vj]
@ So Tuesday night CameronT asked the youth come help move wood and tree branches while he chainsawed. He started an hour early and they never showed. Night of Excellence or something. But get a load of this: I have not lifted one tree trunk/log! Mark Jensen asked for some to try in his log burner. CameronT delivered them at the end of the night. Frank Haney wanted some to turn on his lathe. BillY brought over his wheelbarrow and took all the rest home for his fire pit!  How cool! Nice! @ I have had branch fires in my garden the last 3 nights. I am about a quarter the way through on the branches. @APRIL 1990 | “One Small Step for a Man;One Giant Leap for Mankind”
I pray for the influence of the Holy Spirit as I discuss with you a most sacred subject—a subject that I hope will have special significance to those of you who may be investigating the Church. On July 20, 1969, astronauts landed on the moon, a planet located some 239,000 miles from the earth. Millions of people the world over witnessed this historic event on television and stared in amazement as the lunar module came to rest on the moon’s surface. All were thrilled when Neil Armstrong exited from the space craft and announced: “One small step for a man; one giant leap for mankind.”

The press coverage of this monumental achievement was broad. It occupied headlines and was the subject of feature stories for many days. After all, the moon-landing had opened new frontiers of space travel, revealed new knowledge about the universe, and represented a major investment of human resources. Some reporters declared that the moon landing was the greatest event in the history of mankind since the resurrection of Christ.

I do stand in awe of the recent developments in space technology. My mind does not comprehend even a fraction of the miracles wrought by knowledgeable men of the world who have probed the universe. However, I take issue with those who believe that the placement of men upon the moon is the greatest occurrence of the last two thousand years. I do so because I know of an event wherein the Creator of the universe himself came to earth in answer to an obscure boy’s humble prayer and revealed pure theology.

Greatness is measured by men in many ways. It is generally equated with size, cost, quantity, and position. God, however, has a better way, “for as the heavens are higher than the earth, so are [His] ways higher than [man’s] ways.” (Isa. 55:9.) In God’s eyes, greatness is equated with light, truth, goodness, and service. (See D&C 93:36; Matt. 23:11.)

We are taught that eternal life is “the greatest of all the gifts of God” (D&C 14:7; italics added), and that eternal life is to know “the only true God, and Jesus Christ, whom [He has] sent.” (John 17:3.) Therefore, it is concluded that anyone who would introduce the only true God to mankind and unwrap the gift of eternal life, making it available to all, would be a partaker of greatness and be associated with great events.

The obscure young man of whom I speak, who introduced the true and living God to a benighted world, was not sponsored by an organization or trained by a group of professionals. At the time, he was no prophet, nor was he a prophet’s son. But like many who have been called in times past to perform a holy work, he was a common farm boy. (See Amos 7:14–16.)

He was the product of a God-fearing family—a family that thirsted after righteousness and exercised a simple but deep faith in the Lord. His school was the home, his teachers were loving parents, and his textbook was the Holy Bible. Yet, at the tender age of fourteen, he demonstrated a type of faith which had power to thrust him into the presence of Deity. (See Mark 9:23.)

There were no cameras trained upon him when he stepped into that grove of trees in upper New York state. There were no cheering throngs or support personnel to provide him encouragement. Nor were there newspaper reporters on hand to describe his actions. He knelt alone under the gaze of his Heavenly Father and offered up the sincere desires of his heart with perfect confidence that his voice would be heard. He was unaware of the muted applause of unseen multitudes who had waited so patiently for the dawning of a new day and the restoration of the gospel of Jesus Christ.

His investment in working the miracle was not money, machines, manpower, or even the trappings of science; his was an investment of living faith and an indomitable will.

Joseph Smith’s prayer and first vision in 1820 were no small things, even though they began as “one small step for a [young] man.” Over the years they have proven to be “one giant leap for mankind”; for that act of supreme faith ended a long night of spiritual darkness, opened up a flood of unadulterated truths, and ushered in the dispensation of the fulness of times.

We are told that the spin-off effects of the moon mission were many. Such benefits are reflected in all the materials about us. However, the consequences of Joseph Smith’s first vocal prayer and his probe into the unknown are infinitely greater and should be pondered seriously by all who are interested in “things as they really are, and of things as they really will be.” (Jacob 4:13; italics added.)

Joseph did not emerge from the grove with lunar rocks in his pocket or with moon dust on his shoes. He emerged with a changed countenance and with a gold mine of truth lodged in his mind and heart:

Joseph learned that there are no winners in wars of words or tumults of opinion regarding religious matters. (See JS—H 1:12.) Such contention plays into the hands of Satan because he is the “father of contention.” (3 Ne. 11:29.)

Joseph learned of “the power of some actual being from the unseen world” which bound his tongue and enveloped him in thick darkness as he began to pray. (See JS—H 1:16.) This power was exerted by the evil one, who viewed Joseph Smith as a threat to his realm of sin and error.

Joseph learned what Moses had learned years before about Satan’s darkness and nothingness, as compared with the light and liberty associated with God. (See Moses 1:10–15.) Said Joseph:

Joseph learned that he was made in the image of God, exactly as the scriptures attest. In his own words:

Joseph learned that none of the churches of the day were right and that he should not join any of them. He recounts:

Joseph learned why he must not align himself with an existing church. His words are:

Joseph learned that “the testimony of James [was] true—that a man who lacked wisdom might ask of God, and obtain, and not be upbraided.” (JS—H 1:26.)

Soon thereafter, Joseph learned “that God had a work for [him] to do” and that his name should be made known among all nations, kindreds, and tongues. (See JS—H 1:33.)

Such prophecy has been fulfilled as The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints has been established and as the fulness of the gospel has been preached in all the world.

Yes, it all started so quietly, so simply, and so very wonderfully. A believing boy took “one small step” and prayed. A loving Father in Heaven listened and responded. What has resulted is rightfully referred to as “one giant leap for mankind.”

All the towers ever built and all the spaceships ever launched pale in comparison with Joseph Smith’s first vision. Though men fly higher and higher into the heavens, they will not find God or see his face unless they humble themselves, pray, and heed the truths revealed through the Prophet of the Restoration.

Some have foolishly said, “Take away Joseph Smith and his prayer in the grove and the First Vision and we can accept your message.” Such people would have us bury the treasure of saving truths already cited, and many more, and turn our backs to “the most important event that had taken place in all world history from the day of Christ’s ministry to the glorious hour when it occurred.” (Bruce R. McConkie, Mormon Doctrine, 2d ed., Salt Lake City: Bookcraft, 1968, p. 285.)

Joseph Smith “lived great” and “died great in the eyes of God.” (D&C 135:3.) He “has done more, save Jesus only, for the salvation of men in this world, than any other man that ever lived in it.” (135:3.)

His prayer was—

one small step for a [young] man, [but]
one giant leap for mankind.
[It proved that]
There isn’t a thing that man cannot do,
[if he has faith, trusts in the Lord, and]
If he takes one small step at a time.
Yes, “praise to the man who communed with Jehovah.” (Hymns, 1985, no. 27) and who was instrumental in translating the Book of Mormon, restoring the holy priesthood, organizing The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints, and revealing the fulness of the gospel.

I know that Joseph Smith was a prophet, for the fruits of his labors are sweet and abiding, and the Holy Spirit has borne witness to my soul. I feel honored to blend my voice with the chorus of millions who testify of his greatness and divine calling. I also know that “the Lord God doth work by means to bring about his great and eternal purposes; and by very small means the Lord doth confound the wise and bringeth about the salvation of many souls.” (Alma 37:7.) In the name of Jesus Christ, amen.

One Small Step for a Man; One Giant Leap for Mankind” Carlos E. Asay, April 1990 General Conference
"I do so because I know of an event wherein the Creator of the universe himself came to earth in answer to an obscure boy’s humble prayer and revealed pure theology." 

So Brandon that talk really uplifted me. Hope you felt the same. If I could get answers to 5 questions these are what they would be: 

1- How would you ideally like to be employed? 
2- How do you plan to help HF build his kingdom here on the earth? 
3- What skill or talent or ability would you next like to develop? 
4- What about your patriarchal blessing would you like HF to explain further? 
5- What would your ideal wife have/be/do?
If you never have a dream . . . You never have a dream come true.




Tuesday, February 28, 2017

NAM- Of One Heart, adult things to learn

Autumn to May.  A song about fantasy and imagination, adventures and being carefree.

Oh once I had a little dog, his color it was brown
I taught him for to whistle, to sing and dance and run
His legs they were fourteen yards long, his ears so very wide
Around the world in half a day, upon him I could ride.

Sing Tarry-O Day, Sing, Autumn to May.

Oh once I had a little frog, he wore a vest of red
He'd lean upon his silver cane, a top hat on his head
He'd speak of far off places, of things to see and do,
Of all the Kings and Queens he'd met while sailing in a shoe.

Sing Tarry-O Day, Sing, Autumn to May.

Oh once I had a flock of sheep, they grazed upon a feather
I'd keep them in a music box from wind or rainy weather
And every day the sun would shine, they'd fly all through the town
To bring me back some golden rings, candy by the pound.

Sing Tarry-O Day, Sing, Autumn to May.

Oh once I had a downey swan, she was so very frail
She sat upon an oyster shell and hatched me out a snail
The snail had changed into a bird, the bird to butterfly
And he who tells a bigger tale would have to tell a lie.

Sing Tarry-O Day, Sing, Autumn to May.


Thurs2/23/17 Hello Brandon, I sent you Tom’s talk yesterday and I decided to make a quiz for it.  I sent him the quiz today. If you can remember the answers I will be so proud of you.  I used 3.5 font so if you didn’t bother to read it I wouldn’t blame you. I did not even put in @ signs. :)  But now you have a reason to!  This went to my 3 Hometeachees as well: VarloD, BruceR, EricY. AndreaD did not get it because I do not have her email. @@Connie and Tom Schroath are in their 80’s and spoke on Sunday. They will celebrate their 60th wedding anniversary this year! Connie is on Oxygen like Boyd K Packer was and Tom has no sensation in his legs from a stroke and walks like a high steppin’ strutter. How many more talks will we get from them? So see if you can hear Tom’s deep officious voice as you read his talk. Also, See if you can detect any gentleness and softness in him.


As you read his talk I would like you to make up three quiz questions and send them to me. I will make up 10 of my own and post them at the end and you can see if you picked up the answers as you read.


1- Which war did Tom participate in?


2- Where did Tom grow up?


3- Did he ever hear HF speaking to him?


4- When did he/Tom have his testimony tested?


5- Do you personally believe in baptism and priesthood authority? Bill Young, my next door neighbor doesn’t. He thinks it is optional.


6- I love the phrase, “no more disposition to do evil but to do righteousness continually” There was a time in my 50’s when I felt that way. Temptations had no power over me. Do you hope to feel that way some day?


7- I went to a Fathers n Sons’ outing on the Susquehanna River in 1969. I lived on a farm in NY. Bruce R McConkie n Boyd K Packer were there. My dad took home movies so I can remember. Did JS n OC get the priesthood by the laying on of hands?


8- How did JS get the idea to try and be baptized?


9- How many mormon’s were in his HS?


10- How long was Tom inactive?


11- What is this next paragraph?


Since that day, the Lord has greatly blessed my life.  He has made His presence known to me almost daily.   In spite of my weaknesses, He has heard my prayers and blessed the lives of my family and friends.  As I reflect on my life, many changes have occurred.  I am more able to control Satan’s strong desire to have me through the never ending bombardment of unwholesome music, TV, Picture shows, or other media.  I have felt a desire to serve the Lord through serving others.  Perhaps more important, I have been able to feel, and to recognize the Lord’s hand and revealed word in all I do.  The scriptures have taken on new meaning and I know what I should do to find peace in this life.


12- T/F The trick is to shut out the din of this world and be able to hear it.


13- Quoting again from Elder Christofferson.  He posed the same question I asked a few moments ago:


“Why doesn’t this mighty change happen more quickly with me?  … For most of us, the changes are more gradual and occur over time.  Being born again, unlike our physical birth, is more a process than an event.   And engaging in that process is the central purpose of mortality.”


Does this mean there is a purpose to our long life?-v


14- That is the key!  That is what will tell us if we are on the path of spiritual rebirth. What is the key?


15- What would Tom like to hear at the end of his life?
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Next, I raved about this little book but it is not online. So I had to use Dragon Speak to dictate these special parts. These are parts meant for me and not for you.  I think they are very advanced. And since I am here in the autumn of my life these are things I can work on.  Remember only one letter comes back from Omner. The last one when he is left behind the City of Enoch and it can’t be delivered. Mihijah his good friend writes him a letter every decade or two. Remember they lived l o n g l o n g in those days. It took 360 years for Enoch to get his city to heaven, and people were translated up even after it left for about 100 years! Fascinating! Enoch’s son was Methuselah who lived 970 years, if I remember right.
OF ONE HEART by Neal a Maxwell page 28
You rightly asked, Omner, if our emerging unity carries us farther forward than each man might go himself, and if so, if such progress is real. Each is blessed according to his keeping of the commandments; none is finally blessed solely because of the obedience of another. But, Omner, this level and wondrous efficiency of righteous unity is found in the manner in which it moves each man to do more than he ever imagined, or even wanted, to do himself. Seeing others pass a supposed breaking point without breaking, going a second mile with the burden they are only required to carry one-mile, witnessing those falsely accused persist in sweet patience – there is a clear contagion in such things, Omner. One is simply inspired to do more, and his performances sanctified for the welfare of his soul.

The helping graces involve all manner of quiet goodness. By noticing but ignoring the petulance of another, the gentle onlooker can indicate his awareness that the offender not only knows better, but will momentarily do better. The offender comes more quickly to his senses, whereas the way of the world causes a man to defend his wrong even though for one brief moment he is prepared to apologize. Thus the balm of brotherhood not alone keeps us from picking at scabs of our errors, but lessens the making of such errors.

Page 42. You wrote some time past of the ostracism that is coming to you. It can be a blessing when men separate you from their company, Omner, for their reproaching of you is not friendship lost, but opportunity gained to see them in their true character.

Page 47. More than once I have witnessed those here who were once of rank in the world give way gladly to make place at a feast for those whom they might once have scoffed at because of their loneliness of station. Those who have in the past pushed others in order that they might further their own ambitions are now not only civil, but willingly differential. This can be so because among the things we also have in common is the sweet knowledge that we are all children of God, our father. Given that glad reality, there is no need to prove anything to anybody after the manner of the world.

The sense of eternity that likewise pervades this place lessons those of our anxieties which are rooted in the thing we men call “time”. Here busyness, in order to be seen of men, calls forth only knowing smiles, not plaudits.

Page 51. Prayer keeps us ever mindful of our dependence on God. It is so easy to forget our present blessings as we pursue new blessings. In our meetings we recount our own blessings, and as we hear the blessings of others, we both feel and see the accumulations of the affection from God to his people.… Omner, many times in the year spent in this city I have been moved to tears, sometimes from sadness over a similar line, or more often because of the indescribable joy that washes over me again and again. Miracles moved me to tears, but when I we most fervently, it is because of the goodness of God when the mighty change of heart occurs in one of his children.… There has been a man of particular mark and sway among us who was nearly consumed in his desire for praise. He partook deeply of the praise of the world while get out in the world. His ways thus vexed his companions here almost daily, though they bore up admirably. Having not seen him for several seasons, I last saw him in a setting where in achievement of worth pertaining to our harvest was being celebrated. A good measure of what had been done was done by him (for he is possessed of many talents), but no notice was being taken of his contribution nor even his presence. None was sought by him, either. Then I saw him rejoice quietly over the achievement the blessed so many. Tears ran down his face, unnoticed except by me. He gloried not in himself, but in what had been done. Then I wept. When I pondered upon what had brought him to this new point and how he must have struggled to make quiet determination to do differently, I marveled at the ways of God. Then when I saw him slip away quietly from the group, having received no praise whatsoever, yet having true joy in his heart, I wept again. Page 53.
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I walked Molly at noon today. The sun was out. There was a brisk gusting breeze at times but as I walked I kept warm enough even with just 2 T-shirts n shorts on. It was snowing in Jerome, ID as I talked to Adrian’60 where he was picking up a load of cheese. I worked at the Tupperware plant in Jerome the Spring and Summer of leaving for my mission.’74 That was my Family’s crazy escape from the ‘end of the world’ in SLC. Bob Salter on KSL radio was a doom’s dayer who convinced my father it was time to abandon civilization and become self sufficient in a farming community in ID. Cooper owned a bunch of land in Dietrich ID and he subdivided it so the people of Enoch could go there and live in harmony. But one problem. If my dad was there he would abuse all the children and lead the Satan worship cult. My sister Camille’63 spent weeks and months in that cellar healing from his beatings/ abuses. The teachers came out from the tiny school to visit her and see how she was doing. They were not allowed to see her of course. I was away in Guatemala but all my younger siblings were still at home. That 18mo was awful for them. @ On to brighter things. I am reading Feist again. Rift world series is really good. I can hardly put it down at night. I have two wonderful authors right now: Modesitt n Feist.@ Sunday 2/26/17 5:23 Hello again, I just got back from Choir practice. Allen Hilton attended today so my 4 week streak was broken! I came home from church both grumbling and cheering today. Mixed. As you may remember FS -round -Debbie questioned me about how JS knew this was the only true and living church on the face of the earth. My response was JC told him. She did not respond further. As a church we offend others when we say that. Jesse Bird, SSteacher, served in Southern States: Tennessee, Arkansas etc. and they had issues with people accepting that they needed to be baptized. They had already been baptized. In those states and religions, if you are baptized in one church that is acceptable and perfectly fine for the next church. Once is good enough. They have a free exchange of baptisms. And then there is my BillY who says baptism is optional. So today I loved it when Jesse made us study the idea of one true church. We often tip toe around it when talking to non members, he emphasized that a number of times. Vaun Bethers wanted to hurry up and end that topic by saying our prophets invite everyone to bring their truths from every other religion and see what we can add to it. I like it when I see hard, difficult -to -avoid statements in the scriptures. For example:  19 I was answered that I must join none of them, for they were all wrong. . . Woah! Is that strong and clear enough! Yikes. We dare to stand behind that? Some class members wanted to emphasize, that just because we are the only true, does not mean we can afford to be snobs/ stuck up/ better than thou. Beau Barney, seminary teacher, made a number of comments. Here are 2: The other churches are dead. They worship a dead Christ on the cross and there is no more revelation. We are the only living church. Second, he quoted this: I think if people were just open-minded, it wouldn’t be so hard for them to know where to find the truth. Of course, we take the Bible as our guide to help us in our search for the truth. I have always been greatly impressed by the experience that Elder Orson F. Whitney had. He was a member of the Quorum of the Twelve, and he related this in one of our conferences. I would like to read it to you. He said:
“Many years ago a learned man, a member of the Roman Catholic Church, came to Utah and spoke from the stand of the Salt Lake Tabernacle. I became well-acquainted with him, and we conversed freely and frankly. A great scholar, with perhaps a dozen languages at his tongue’s end, he seemed to know all about theology, law, literature, science and philosophy. One day he said to me: ‘You Mormons are all ignoramuses. You don’t even know the strength of your own position. It is so strong that there is only one other tenable in the whole Christian world, and that is the position of the Catholic Church. The issue is between Catholicism and Mormonism. If we are right, you are wrong; if you are right, we are wrong; and that’s all there is to it. The Protestants haven’t a leg to stand on. For, if we are wrong, they are wrong with us, since they were a part of us and went out from us; while if we are right, they are apostates whom we cut off long ago. If we have the apostolic succession from St. Peter, as we claim, there is no need of Joseph Smith and Mormonism; but if we have not that succession, then such a man as Joseph Smith was necessary, and Mormonism’s attitude is the only consistent one. It is either the perpetuation of the gospel from ancient times, or the restoration of the gospel in latter days.’” (LeGrand Richards, A Marvelous Work and a Wonder [Deseret Book Co., 1950], pp. 3–4.)
Do you have issues with this Brandon?  Are you OK with the church of jesus christ of latter day saints being the only true and living church on the earth? I don’t have issues with it. In fact if feels reassuring to me. I am grateful for JS and JC having the confidence to declare that. Love it. @ AS I was praying this afternoon I couldn’t help but be grateful for how HF takes the weak things of the earth to declare his gospel. Missionaries, both elders and sisters are young and inexperienced. Enoch, Moses and Joseph Smith all felt like they couldn’t talk worth a darn. But after a while the saints got used to them and their manner of speaking. It is not the sound but the meaning behind the words that warms our hearts and convinces our souls. M Russell Ballard was awesome last conference. I listened to him again this week and I thrilled with his teachings. He sounded so good too. But the guy after him had a high squeaky voice and I almost turned it off. Yuck, his voice was awful. But as I listened the message started coming through. By the end I thought, is this still the same guy whose voice I couldn’t stand?  It was. Do you remember this part of his talk?
"As the meeting progressed, I observed various members in the congregation. They had an almost heavenly expression, an attitude of reverence and peace. Something about them warmed my heart. The experience they were having that Sunday was something quite extraordinary.
They were worshipping.
They were experiencing heaven.
I could see it in their countenances.
And I rejoiced and worshipped with them. And as I did so, the Spirit spoke to my heart. And on that day, I learned something about myself, about God, and about the role of true worship in our lives."


I have only begun to understand about worship. How can you keep the Sabbath holy without worshipping?  Do you need to worship the whole day? All 12 or 24 hours?  Is that even possible? We can’t get anyone out to choir practice at 4:10 in the afternoon. It is too inconvenient. But what if everyone in the ward was looking for a way to fill their day with worship? Are we worshipping when we sing the hymns? How many different ways of worshipping are there? What are you supposed to fill that day of worship with? What if we were to pretend we had a companion with us on that day? What if we were to pretend JC was our companion for every minute of that day?  How would we fill it? What would we do? TUESDAY2/28,8:54PM Hey, How’s it goin’? I just got back from a half hour visit to the PoGP class being held in the Chocolate brick chapel at 5th E 7th South. Dr Ken Peterson is teaching it and the class members were happily participating. Not like Wayne Brickey’s lectures with 100+ people in attendance. Only 20 there tonight. So now I have a Tuesday night social available! So glad I went to discover it and be sure. Sister Erickson/ Sister Redneck was there. She calls me Vinny, Vin, Vincent. All as one word. I am known as Vincenzo at FS. She is the director on Wednesdays at FS. @@ So do you have a soft spot in your heart for AUTISM? I DO. I can’t believe my autistic/savant brother Adrian’60 can support a family of 3 autistics without being married, and that he has done it for 10 years in Boise, ID. I imagine that you have a soft place in your mind and heart for people with mental disabilities simply because you had/ have to deal with your processing speed at the 10 percentile level and having been in resource all your school years. I believe not only that none of us are perfect but also that none of us are perfect! Yep. I said that the way I wanted. HF sends us to earth to learn. Have you ever been in a 3 legged race? Your knee and ankle are tied to the person next to you and you try to win. Did Jesus have a perfect body and mind before he was resurrected? How could he suffer the  pains and afflictions and temptations of every kind with a perfect body and mind? I suspect he was handicapped in every way at some time in his life. @How does HF choose who will be autistic? How does he choose which mother they will have? Autism, like many other mental and emotional disorders affects everyone around the afflicted. But I did not know Adrian was autistic as he grew up as my little brother. I did know how to trigger him into a meltdown. As the oldest brother/sibling in a totally chaotic and abusive family I practiced melting down my siblings. Where did that meanness come from?. @ The book, “Shadow of a Dark Queen”,  I am reading by Feist has Erik the protagonist asking himself how he can get so angry and lose control and want to kill others when they abuse women. [wiki:The novel starts by introducing best friends Erik Von Darkmoor, an apprentice blacksmith and bastard son of the local baron, and Roo Avery, a local trouble maker. Erik's half-brother Stefan Von Darkmoor, heir to his father's title, who resents Erik's claim to the Darkmoor name, rapes Erik's close friend Rosalyn in an attempt to force Erik into a fight. Erik and Roo find Stefan, and in a rage, Erik holds Stefan down while Roo delivers the killing blow, but Erik is injured during the fight. Now wanted for Stefan's murder, the two realize they must flee, and set out for Krondor.] He is eventually trained as a mercenary and he has to kill over and over again. But later in the book he ends up barfing and pooping his guts out after losing his temper/killing rage, towards scoundrels killing and torturing and raping 2 women. One wise magician tries to reassure him after it is all over, that he is not perverted in his appetites and that emptying his guts and bowels was his body’s way of telling him he isn’t a sadist. Somehow I had a kind gentle light inside and abusing others emotionally was not an addiction. @ So back on target/ subject, I have a physical deformity that was mocked and ridiculed by the boys in HS. I believe it has helped shape my life. I believe most of us have weaknesses like that, unique to us that help us learn while we are being tested on this earth. You may have heard the saying that if we could put all our problems in a suitcase and then compare suitcases with everyone else, we would still pick our own suitcase. I have to believe that our tests in this life are individualized and designed to strengthen us and bless us and our families. I have to believe That we were chosen to come to earth in this last dispensation, And that we are richly blessed to have the fullness of the gospel here and a part of our lives. @. Do you think you could empathize enough to learn from a blog being created by Sister Jennifer Barney about their experiences discovering and raising an autistic son? If not/NOT then you will have to tell me no-thank-you, because Just like I value what I write to you enough to post it on my blog, I also value this/their experience. @Brother Beau Barney is a seminary teacher and they were thrilled to be allowed to move to Saint George so their son could receive better care/ life style. Beau and his sister Shannon Jensen who live in our ward have very round faces. Jennifer doesn’t. In my opinion it is difficult to look like a model when you have a very round face. As I have put on weight my face has gotten rounder and rounder. JS had a protruding nose. When I see my face from the side I am surprised at how much my nose protrudes. My ears are big. Thank heavens they don’t protrude as much as my nose! @JenniferB uses an elementary style font where the letters don’t line up, and it is in medium blue. It is difficult to read for me. So it will be nice to change it so it will be easier for me. @ Beau used a masterful technique when introducing his family to our ward in his sacrament meeting talk a few years ago. (see I still remember) He told of living in Santa Clara or a neighborhood that had a big honkin’ diaper wearing teen autistic. He told of his feelings. Then he told us how surprised they were to have a baby of their own who has grown and is now the same way. His approach was gentle and sweet for sharing their situation with us.
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Why “Autism: Piece By Piece”?
February 9, 2017Autism Piece By Piece, Faith, Our Story

I am typically a shy person who just likes to be in the background, but for months I have had a strong impression that I needed to document and share my family’s journey with autism. I do not know the reasons I have felt so strongly about sharing (because I am not an expert and I still have a lot to learn), but I do know that if anything it will help me realize just how far we have come in the last 12 years from when Braxton was first diagnosed with autism. I don’t know how many people will actually read this but I hope those that do can benefit from this blog.
About “Autism: Piece By Piece
*Because our faith in Heavenly Father and in His Son, Jesus Christ, is what keeps us going as a family in this journey, I like to share a scripture and quote with each post that I write to remind us where the true power comes from. Even though the journey may feel lonely a lot of the time you truly are never alone! (There is a link after each quote with the full talk if you would like to read it)
Scripture
Alma 26:12 “I know that I am nothing; as to my strength I am weak; therefore I will not boast of myself, but I will boast of my God, for in his strength I can do all things.”
Quote
“Is it possible to be happy when life is hard? To feel peace amid uncertainty and hope in the midst of cynicism? Is it possible to change, to shake off old habits and become new again? Is it possible to live with integrity and purity in a world that no longer values the virtues that distinguish the followers of Christ? Yes. The answer is yes because of Jesus Christ, whose Atonement ensures that we need not bear the burdens of mortality alone. …” (Sheri L. Dew,  “Our Only Chance” April 1999 General Conference)
Tender Mercy
February 10, 2017Autism Piece By Piece, Faith, Our Story
While Beau and I sat in our newly purchased home with our 2 little kids, Macie and Braxton, we heard a loud banging on our side door. We looked at each other and then Beau went and unlocked the door. Standing there was a teenage boy wearing only a T-shirt and diaper. He walked right in, went straight to our t.v. and started looking through all of our movies. Beau and I looked at each other a little surprised and concerned because we had no idea who this boy was (we had just moved in and didn’t know anyone yet). He wouldn’t look at us or talk to us. Not too long after, his mom came knocking on our door looking for her son. She told us that her son had escaped the backyard without her knowing. She figured he was here because the people we bought the house from loved having him over to watch movies. She was so embarrassed and apologized a million times.

After they left Beau and I talked about how hard it would be to raise a child with special needs and we both verbalized that we could never do it. What we didn’t know was that Heavenly Father knew differently. Sitting in the same room with us was our son with autism! He was probably only about 8 months old at the time so of course we didn’t know. What we also didn’t know was that we would go through a similar experience with Braxton! (I will be sharing that in a later post) As you have read we really didn’t know a lot. Heavenly Father really does know each of us and gives us experiences to help us through this life. I truly feel that is was a tender mercy to have this experience and He has given us so many more throughout this journey. [v- Sort of like a warning shot!]
Scripture
1 Nephi 1:20 “…I, Nephi,will show unto you that the tender mercies of the Lord are over all those whom He hath chosen, because of their faith, to make them mighty even unto the power of deliverance.” [v- David Bednar taught the saints this concept. It seems as popular to me as the word pride was not after ETB!]
Quote
“…Through personal study, observation, pondering, and prayer, I believe I have come to better understand that the Lord’s tender mercies are the very personal and individualized blessings, strength, protection, assurances, guidance, loving-kindness, consolation, support, and spiritual gifts which we receive from and because of and through the Lord Jesus Christ.” (David A. Bednar of the Quorum of the Twelve Apostles, “The Tender Mercies of the Lord” April 2005 General Conference) [v-aha! Here it is. DAB]
The Beginning
February 15, 2017Autism Piece By Piece, Faith, Our Story
Macie was 16 months old when Braxton was born in the summer of 2002. Braxton would only fall asleep on us or in his bouncer chair and hated sleeping in the bassinet. He refused to nurse and his stomach could only handle soy formula. As he got older he wasn’t hitting the milestones at the same rate his sister did. He loved to just sit in front of the t.v. and play with his toys and never really needed my attention the way Macie did. I thought that he was an easy kid. (What was I thinking!!!) [v-so cute!] We weren’t concerned about it because all kids are different and so many people told us that boys usually are slower at hitting the milestones.
As Braxton hit one he still wasn’t walking or talking and he wouldn’t answer us when we called his name. Beau and I really didn’t know what to think because we hadn’t ever really been around people with special needs. I had siblings that peer tutored in high school and my sister Chrissy [v-C has been giving some good encouragement in the comment section of this blog.] was concerned he may have special needs (I can’t remember if she specifically said autism because I didn’t even know what autism was). We then went to visit Beau’s parents while they were on their mission. His mom had mentioned to us that she thought that Braxton might have autism because she had known a child in their ward and Braxton had similar mannerisms. It was really hard to comprehend because I didn’t even know what that meant.
Braxton finally walked at 15 months but still wasn’t talking. We took him to his 18 month well child visit and told our pediatrician our concerns. He just told us he didn’t think there was anything to be concerned about and to just schedule his 2 year old check-up and see how he is progressing then. (At this time I had another son, Brooks who was 5 months old and was hitting milestones quicker than Braxton did). We were concerned and had a hearing test and assessment done. He wasn’t deaf but definitely was delayed. Not too long after the assessment Beau got a new job and we moved to a small town.
When he was 27 months old he had an all day long assessment and the official diagnosis came back as Braxton having severe autism. (At this point I was 2 months away from having my 4th child, Jake) Even though we knew he had autism, hearing a specialist tell us was really devastating. I cried a lot! Like I said before, we had no idea what autism was and what it was going to mean for our family. This was not the plan we had when we started our family. Yet, we knew this was the will of God and through His grace we could do all things. It hasn’t been an easy journey and we know that we would have never gotten this far without God!
Scripture
2 Nephi 10:24 “Wherefore, my beloved brethren, reconcile yourselves to the will of God…and remember, after ye are reconciled unto God, that it is only in and through the grace of God that ye are saved.”
Philippians 4:13 “I can do all things through Christ which strengtheneth me.”
Faith
February 22, 2017Autism Piece By Piece, Faith, Our Story
On Sunday we had a wonderful lesson in Relief Society about the great faith the pioneers had. To further discuss faith the instructor shared a clip of Elder Holland’s talk “Lord, I Believe.” I just wanted to share a small portion in this post.
I shared in Relief Society that this is the life of my family and we can exclaim these same words, “Our whole family is pleading. Our struggle never ceases. We are exhausted. Our son falls into the water. He falls into the fire. He is continually in danger, and we are continually afraid.” Instead of Braxton falling in water and fire he has disappeared many times, he hurts himself by banging his head on the ground and walls and at times tries to hurt others. He is in constant need of our attention and supervision. It is both physically and mentally exhausting. [v- can you imagine?]

We pleaded with our Heavenly Father to help us just as this father did. At the beginning all we ever prayed for was for Braxton to be healed. [v- go for the gold!] There were times that I felt alone and that prayers weren’t being answered. I thought that maybe I didn’t have enough faith for Braxton to be healed. [v- Crud, I put my faith to the test and it didn’t happen.  What does that say about my faith?] It was a very difficult and lonely time. It wasn’t until years later that Beau and I both came to realize that it was not the will of the Lord to heal him. We pleaded that we would have the faith and strength we needed to endure and do our best to help Braxton have the best possible life. [v- Check out that first word in that sentence. We. This is a husband and wife team working together! ] It is really hard watching him suffer and have no way of knowing how to help him. [v- Braxton was suffering!] It wasn’t until we submitted to the Lord’s will that we started to see a change in ourselves. The circumstances didn’t change but the way we handled it did. We have seen the partial blessings, glimmers of hope and some small lifting of the burdens carried by our whole family. We have learned so much through this journey that we have been given. We wouldn’t change it for anything. [v-WHAT? Are you crazy?!] Braxton has been such a blessing to us and has really taught us what unconditional love is. I’m grateful I get to be his mom. What a blessing it is to have faith in a loving Heavenly Father and Jesus Christ. [v- l o v e .]

**I don’t comment very often in class because I can never get my thoughts into words and I feel like I don’t make any sense. I hope on Sunday that I didn’t come across as complaining or wanting people to feel sorry for me because that was not my intention. This talk really is dear to my heart and it makes me emotional because I can really feel the pain of what these parents are going through. It is so real to me. I was trying to testify that with faith in our Savior our burdens can be lightened. Not taken away but lightened. The Lord knows each of us individually and has already gone through it all. [v- I had not read this bps when I introduced/prepared you for this blog reading. But look at that sentence.  It is really what we believe!] He knows what we need in order to progress in this life. We just need to have faith and trust in Him and the plan. [v- Faith and trust. Two absolutely beautiful words!]
Scripture
1 Nephi 7:12 “Yea, and how is it that ye have forgotten that the Lord is able to do all things according to his will, for the children of men, if it so be that they exercise faith in him? Wherefore, let us be faithful to him.”
Quote
“Long ago I worked for one of our railroads whose tracks threaded the passes through [the] mountains. I frequently rode the trains. It was in the days when there were steam locomotives. Those great monsters of the rails were huge and fast and dangerous. I often wondered how the engineer dared the long journey through the night. Then I came to realize that it was not one long journey, but rather a constant continuation of a short journey. The engine had a powerful headlight that made bright the way for a distance of 400 or 500 yards. The engineer saw only that distance, and that was enough, because it was constantly before him all through the night into the dawn of the new day. …

And so it is with our eternal journey. We take one step at a time. In doing so we reach toward the unknown, but faith lights the way. If we will cultivate that faith, we shall never walk in darkness. …

The challenge which faces every member of this Church is to take the next step, to accept that responsibility to which he is called, even though he does not feel equal to it, and to do so in faith with the full expectation that the Lord will light the way before him.” (Teachings of Presidents of the Church Gordon B. Hinckley, Chapter 25)